You are now in Intec

"you are now in INTEC! remember that" this phrase keeps mingling in my mind for this whole weekend, eventhough i had been in Subang Jaya for the last whole weekend finding my teng teng to play. Teng Teng is my friend that i met when i was back studying at Taylors in Subang. That was quite a fond memory about how i first met this cute facetious boy in Taylors. Eventhough we haven't met for nearly 2 months, but it doesn't mean that our friendship reaches an end. We are still together, although there seems to be some strangeness between us. In fact, whenever our friendship gets abridged, i feel a sense of content. At least someone does appreciate my existance and assistance. :)

"You are NOW in INtec!" this phrase, does its job perfectly. It was from my lecturer, miss Nadiah, one of my most favourite teacher at this moment, not because she is young and pretty, but because her compassion and benevolence to her teaching and her students. I was quite shocked to be called by her because she cares about me through my writings. Since when did anyone bother my dramatic expression and acrimonious writings? Since who will ever bother such a mediocre student like who i am? I was from a chinese background family, placement class according to my english standard definitely stands a disadvantage to me. The reality is, i am weak at English and I need to face this problem stoically and arduously with plentiful of diligence and preseverance.

inadvertently, i had discussed a lot of issues about me and huat when having this conversation with Miss Nadiah. I told her that my egocentricity about my dream to study at ivies which seems to be impossible for me to accomplish. However, according to her observation, i am quite preeminent among my group. I am quite delighted when my hardworks are getting some affirmation from the others. My burgeoning English proves to me that my hardwork does not wasted like water flowing endlessly from the tap. I looked at her in reverential awe, eventhough she is very young, she has gained my respect towards her.

"You are NOW in INTEC!" means that i now stand the same chance with Hobart ling and the others whoever score a damn high mark in their SAT. I think this is the propitous moment for me to strike back and prove to myself that i can do whatever they can did, i can achieve whatever they had achieved. Starting point doesn't matter as we are now on the same cruise going to the same destination, it is the efforts that you put in now determine your future voyage.

Since i am now in INTEC, why must i keep being recalcitrant? Why don't i turn my passion and sentimental enthusiasm into the energy that drives me to my success? I am prepared to be magnanimous for the poors, prepared to feel compassion for the needs. I want my contribution to be as pervasive as possible until it reaches to the deepest land of Africa for eons.

I don't want to be the one having remorseful feeling after nonstop leisures in INTEC. Since i have this opportunity to study with every scholars from every part of Malaysia, why don't i show them what is the passion that drives my dream on top as always? It's ok if i fail, who never face any failures in their life? In fact, i would rather choose to look at the sun, as the shadow shall never be seen.

My abilities are soon to be excavated. It's game on time! So, let's buggie it till the end of time.